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Monday, June 29, 2009
'' It's the journey that counts ,not the ending .'' Start school today . Teachers brief us about th H1N1 , then lessons per normal . Omg ,physics have to complete 10prelims papers ! going to chiong physics today ..haha . Having O-level MT oral this thurs ,fri . hope i will do well . :) i want to pass my math . :( Won't be blogging so often ! i'll blog when i have th time . i rather miss you ,than to be w you . Thursday, June 25, 2009
Stay-ed at home for the whole day . slept until very late today . There's something i want to blog today .. My mom & brother just came back from th hospital . The moment she came back , she keep on complaining about th doctor . just now at th hospital , she almost quarreled w an indian doctor . That indian doctor don't even know how to see th x-ray . keep on saying is th leg's bone crack . then he prescribed a medicine just to stop the pain . but please la my bro don't even feel pain , unless someone go and touch it . My mom told him that my bro is allergy to a kind of drug , that is used in the medicine . The indian doctor don't know what to do . Then hor he told my mom , if there is any effect after taking the medicine must quickly sent him back to the hospital . Somemore he insists my mom to sign a paper saying that if anything happen to my bro's leg ,he will not be responsible . Still say what my bro will die after taking the medicine .is like what the?! Just because he's scared that if anything happen , he will lose his license/job . I din't know such DOCTORS exist mans ! My mom just signed it then told him that she wants to see his boss ,a chinese doctor . The chinese doctor came in , & told my mother i different thing . he said that there is a tumour in the bone . And have to go for a operation to remove the tumour . if the operation was to drag any longer ,the tumour will grow bigger . Both the doctors said different things la ,lols . what is this ?! So my mom ,don't trust the doctors . she's going to bring my bro to see another doctor from other hospital , to confirm if it is a crack or tumour . crack and tumour ,difference v big la . he has been seeing specialist since last year . yet ,those doctors all say different things some even say this case v special they never see before . Laughs ,what kind of rubbish is this ? Now there's still no news from my dad about his interview . And we're moving house , now still looking for flats . plus my bro's medical expenses .. i don't know how we can cope . Please don't continue like this . Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Enrollment rehearsal Only me and cynthia went today . :/ did drill . next full rehearsal this sat , then actual day on sunday . after gb , cynthia & me meet joey at tampines inter . ate our lunch . accompany joey to return her sis's books at library , then i left and went home first . school going to start soon , but i haven't finished my hols hwks . ;) when sch reopens , we will be like 3/4 of th day in school everyday . :( no time for fun anymore . only time for studies , anw left 3months plus soooo have to study hard . :) byebye . ohh ,i feel like jam-ing . ;) Sunday, June 21, 2009
Sometimes things are just beyond our control . guess i will have to face the reality . My grandpa ,grandma and godbrother came last week ! :) Thnks a lot ,godbrother for accompany me to th hospital for my jab . & for your advices yeah . i feel much better after telling you . I know what to do now . :) i'm back home from my guitar lesson today . just now when th lesson going to end , th teacher said ''we will end here for today . '' , the whole room suddenly blackout ! Haha . it's th second time alr ,cause they thought no one in th studio .lols . ;) i like th class ,i don't want to quit . :( hmm ,& thanks G for listening to my craps last night .. although ,he din't know i'm blogging about him .Haha . i really need help in my math .. Wednesday, June 17, 2009
(edited) Yesterday night was the worse night i ever had . reached home ard 11.30pm . did something for my dad before his 6am flight and placed it on his luggage , i hope he 'll like it . And hope you'll bring it w you to China .. dad , jiayou for your interview . today i slept all th way until 4pm ,im really tired .. i HATE the ECONOMIC DOWNFALL , the SOCIETY , & REALITY . Oh fuck ,why must everything happen in th june hols ?! i really don't know what to do next . i'm grateful but at th same time i feel that you're taking pity on me . all of you are so sarcastic . Please i don't need anyone's sympathy .THANKS . After last night ,i know i can trust no one except for myself . thanks sistarh ,that you answered my call yesterday or i don't know what i'll do . i don't know if you will see this ,but i'm sorry . i just automatically dial your number .i don't know why i'll call you yesterday .Maybe i am used to telling you everything ,sorry i will change .i should not keep on relying on you .i'm really sorry . It's time for me to grow up and stop being like a small kid . i cannot rely on anyone else anymore .i got to pick myself up and move on . i will have to do something about this . i know i'm not th only one , there might be others going through this too . but i just can't help to feel this way . nobody will understand th pain i'm going through now , cause they're not me . perhaps ,miracles do happen . i'm not going to be what i used to be . thanks to this cruel society and reality .. both of you please change .. Tuesday, June 16, 2009
 We'll always be together . Sistarh , i saw your blog ! :) Thanks for alw being there for me too . you're alw there to stand by me and cheer me up . yeah ,you're my bestest sister . i love you sooooo much ! Haha . i'm also starting to miss you alr . Meet up real soon ,alright ? :( Okay ,i'm now slowly getting over you .sorry i gave up our relationship as you've totally changed a lot .That time i'm seriously very tired .In short : you're not whom i used to know .i can feel that your heart is no longer w me .I even wonder perhaps we don't really love each other ,we're only used to having each other .Maybe i may be right .Don't you think so ? And thanks for those happy moments you've gave me in th past .Those memories will be kept deep down within my heart .Now i guess it's really time for us to forget each other and continue on w our life . For those who have been giving me advices and cheering me up all along ,thanks a lot .Now i know in this world ,it is not just only you and me ..but there are still others who love and care about me . Dad going back to China tmr :( Have to prepare for tuition later ,bye . Friends .. if you want to contact me ,text me will do .Thnks . Monday, June 15, 2009
SUNDAY Ahma's birthday ! My family & relatives gathered at a restaurant at Bedok , to celebrate my ahma birthday . :) Had fun w my cousins . On the way home , i purposely walked in front of my parents & took a pic of them .hee . Haha ,both of them are so sweet . when i took a pic of them , they laughed . i want to see them smile every single day .. it's going to be a very long post , you can choose not to read . His expression .. It really breaks my heart . i wished i could do something to help .. When my dad reached home on friday , he came in my room . He talked to me v seriously , he said that ''daddy kao ni men le'' . & he asked for my report book . This 16yrs i think it's the first time he sees my report book . i still rmb-ed that sad expression and the tone of his , when he talked to me that night . This is th very first time in my 16yrs i saw my dad so depressed , & th way he talked to me . When he said ''daddy will try my best to find another job to support you all , so you all must also work hard okay .'' i held back my tears . later my mom came in & talked to me also . My dad and mom have aged a lot . They work so hard just to give my bros and me a good life . They can't possibly support us for their whole life , we ought to grow up and think of our future . Mom ,bros and me kept on persuading my dad to find job in Singapore , he still insist of going overseas for job interview as the pay might be higher . he should be retired at this age alr , but he still have to work .. All they wanted is for us to study hard . It's just so simple ,but yet i couldn't do it . oh i'm such a failure . with th grades i have now , not to say tourism course ..i can't even get into poly . Most probably we're going to move house soon . & i'm quitting math tuition end of this month . i'm on my own alr . Dad ,mom i will do my very best .i promise . SATURDAY  Pink & Grey perfect match ;) Saturday ! Finally went out w weisan.SISTARH . We trained to Doubt ghout & went there to find Cathay . we din't know where is it , so in the end we went ard asking people for direction .Haha . Ate our so-called lunch before th movie started . I've got 2free movie tickets & we watched th movie : Ghost of girlfriends past . i'll rate it 4/5 .Must watch ! okay ,we're like some idiots never go to the Grand Cathay before . when we went in th theater we were like ''WOAH ! ''.Haha . i liked th place mans ,it's nice . :)) After watching movie , we went to marina square for window-shopping . then we trained back to Tampines . We're bored ,so we took a lot photos . i did some stupid faces & weisan was there laughing non-stop . Haha .i've done a good thing by making her laugh ! Right ,sistarh ? :) Headed to cs & went back home ard 10pm . Thanks sister , i had a lot fun going out w you ! i never had so much fun since this year . don't be sad alright , guys are all th same . they cannot be trusted . i'll alw be there for you ! Meet up soon , love you sis ! :) Sorry sister ,i din't manage to upload all th pics . we saw it at cathay !  The grand cathay .                      Tuesday, June 9, 2009
 My dear room . Went to school today for study prog again . after school ,headed to caltex w amanda ,cynthia ,joey & waikin . then ard 3plus we went home . Dad messaged me & my bros today . He will be coming back to Singapore on this sat . :))) yay ,there will be another person to at nag me . i don't know why i miss my parents' nagging .Haha ,i must be insane . My mom alw come home from work and she's v tired alr . she came back th first thing she did is cook our dinner , do chores then it's time to sleep alr . & my dad is alw overseas working . so i seldom get to communicate w them . :( If only both of them don't have to work .. but it's impossible one la .haha . Omg ,my daddy coming back this sat !!! ahhhh ,i'm sooo happy . lols ,haha . Bye ,off to watch tv now . Sistarh , meet up soon ! We shall one day go out for th whole day ! must go out play & enjoy ourselves alright . Lets vent all our troubles and frustrations out ! Haha . ohh ,i miss you a lot a lot . :((( Thursday, June 4, 2009
A lot things happened this few days .. God , please let things get better . The only thing i can do now is to study hard . i feel so useless . I want things to go back to how it was like before.. Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Thanks friends ,for your concern yeah . it's great to have such a bunch of friends like you all ! i'm really alright alr . (: Hmm ,i think i gonna fail my MT 'O' level papers . ): It just happened so sudden . Guess i'll have to save money , & stop spending so much money on shopping . I will have to scrimp and save money from my pocket money , if i want to buy things for myself . If only 'O' level can end faster , then i can find a job . at least i can help my parents in some ways . now 'O' level is coming , my mom won't allow me to work . ): Oh Daddy , although we're not there w you .. but we will alw be here for you when you need us . (: you're my super daddy ! haha . i miss your jokes & stories .. I got to pull myself tgther & move on . there's still much more things for me to do . i can still live ,without you . Thanks for everything . anw, Happy 19th Birthday ! Yiliang . jiayou for your NS alright . hope we still can remain as friends . wish you all the best . (: This post is especially for my beloved sister ,weisan .  We're together as one ,now and forever . Sister ,please cheer up alright . i know you're v sad now . If you have time must msg me ,i call you okay ? i'm really v worried for you mans . Make sure you must continue study hard hor . i'm sure your grandfather will want to see you study hard , and he won't want to see you sad . So do me and your friends .We want to see you as happy as before . Hmm ,at least you know that he dotes on you a lot right ? (: Weisan ,please remember i'll alw be there for you . look on th bright side ,things will be better . If you need a shoulder to lean on ,i'll lend you mine .hee . Alw rmb there's still a lot people that care for you okay . So you must be strong & move on ! Love you lots ! (: |
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