Once in a lifetime ; ♥

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Yesterday night was the worse night i ever had .
reached home ard 11.30pm .
did something for my dad before his 6am flight and placed it on his luggage ,
i hope he 'll like it .
And hope you'll bring it w you to China ..
dad , jiayou for your interview .
today i slept all th way until 4pm ,im really tired ..

i HATE the ECONOMIC DOWNFALL ,
the SOCIETY ,
& REALITY .

Oh fuck ,why must everything happen in th june hols ?!
i really don't know what to do next .
i'm grateful but at th same time i feel that you're taking pity on me .
all of you are so sarcastic .

Please i don't need anyone's sympathy .THANKS .

After last night ,i know i can trust no one except for myself .
thanks sistarh ,that you answered my call yesterday or i don't know what i'll do .

i don't know if you will see this ,but i'm sorry .
i just automatically dial your number .i don't know why i'll call you yesterday .Maybe i am used to telling you everything ,sorry i will change .i should not keep on relying on you .i'm really sorry .

It's time for me to grow up and stop being like a small kid .
i cannot rely on anyone else anymore .i got to pick myself up and move on .
i will have to do something about this .

i know i'm not th only one ,
there might be others going through this too .
but i just can't help to feel this way .

nobody will understand th pain i'm going through now ,
cause they're not me .

perhaps ,miracles do happen .

i'm not going to be what i used to be .
thanks to this cruel society and reality ..
both of you please change ..